I’ll be the first to admit to having anger problems, but I have never let my rage out towards someone who didn’t cause it or was a part of it. Have I snipped at people who didn’t deserve it? I most certainly have. Several times. I’m generally considered “grumpy” by most. I have spent years controlling my anger. I’ve thought about lashing out at those who didn’t deserve it. But at the core of my being I couldn’t. I would hate myself more than I already do. So I direct it towards myself because I blame myself for everything most of the time anyway.
I think less of those with anger problems who lash out at those close to them who care about them. I can’t imagine hurting those I love all because I’m unhappy or frustrated.
Anyway, I’m thinking of doing a podcast once I get a new laptop. I want to find people locally in South Bend/Michiana areas that are in some sort of entertainment media, like a band, comedians, what have you. And kind of dig into issues and make jokes of them to entertain a listener.